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Defiant_Rogue
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Name: Ben
Gender: Male
Expertise: Making my g/f happy and procrastinating on anything that I don't want to do (which is basically almost everything).
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
2/3/2005
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| Ravings of a __________...
Chaos, mass confusion, raw emotion, let it all bleed out... everywhere, words, messages, pain.... loss, numbness, questions, only silence, how to save a life, losing everything.... lack of control, crash and burn, writing to know, to feel, falling apart... small yet distant word, not good enough, how to survive, still alive... cold, hate, scars, anguish, despair, how to cope, how to deal, missed time, past has passed, future, unanticipated, clueless, alone, idiot, darkness... stuck, going nowhere, forever not long enough, gone.... nightmare, can't wake up, no end in sight, falling, who are we, why, spiraling downward, becoming undone, no one, just me, the abyss, void, emptiness, unfulfilled expectations, can never live up to the hype...
*sigh*
but... i'm... o...k.....
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| Welcome to My Life - Full Circle Again...
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life...
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| This goes out to a very special someone (some-bunnie -- my bunnie tee-hee) out there...
L-O-V-E (by Nat King Cole)
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you can adore
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you can adore
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
I LOVE my Bunnie... yes-yes.... so very much.
=)
AND
Just to catch up on the lack of updates... lets start at the very beginning shall we???
Happy Anniversary of our First Month!!! (inside joke hee-hee)
Happy Couple [Two] Months!!! (get it???)
Happy Trilogy Three Months!!!
Happy Fantastic Four Months!!!
Happy Five Fabulous Months!!!
Happy Six S*xy Months!!!
Happy Lucky Number Seven Months!!!
Happy Eight Ecstatic Months!!!
Happy Nine Nuts-for-You Months!!!
Happy Perfect Ten Months!!!
Happy Double Ones Together [Eleven] Months!!! (me and you simultaneously)
Happy Twelve Months or Happy Actual Anniversary!!!
Happy Your Lucky is my Lucky Thirteen Months!!!
Happy Fourteen Fantabulous Months!!!
Happy Quin'ce-US Fifteen Months!!! (Not the -cianera one *lol*)
Happy Sweet Sixteen Months!!!
Happy Super-Duper Special Seventeen Months!!!
Happy Yay! we can buy Lottery Tickets Eighteen Entertaining Months!!!
Happy No one else but You! Nineteen Months!!!
Happy Two Perfect Tens a.k.a. Twenty Months!!!
Happy Yay! we can Drink Twenty-One Months!!! (you knew this was coming)
Happy Twenty-Two Treasured Months!!!
Happy Twenty-Three Triumphant Months!!!
Happy Twenty-Four Fanatical for You Months!!!
Happy Twenty-Five Quarter of a Hundred Months!!! (we'll definitely be reaching that soon enough)
Happy Twenty-Six Sweet & S*xy Months!!!
And not to mention
Happy pre-emptive Twenty-Seven Spectacular Months!!!
And this list will forever be, to be continued... but of course...
::muah::
::hugs::
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.... and yes I know it sounds dorky as some of you have not so tactfully pointed out to me 
.... but here it is any way for my Bunnie to enjoy...
